Chapter 25: Epilogue
Chapter 25: Epilogue
The office was quiet.
Vivian Cross sat at her desk long after the last student had left, long after the portals had gone dormant and the halls had emptied. The lamp cast a circle of warm light across papers she'd been avoiding all day.
Reports. Assessments. The bureaucratic machinery that kept an institution like Mudwick running.
She picked up her pen. Set it down. Picked it up again.
The summer silence pressed against the windows. Outside, the grounds were dark except for the occasional lamp along the pathways. Beautiful, in its way. She'd loved this place once. Still did, maybe, in the complicated way you love something that's disappointed you.
She pulled a fresh sheet of paper from the drawer. Cream-colored, heavy stock, the kind reserved for official correspondence. At the top, she wrote the date. Then she paused, pen hovering.
The words she needed to write were familiar. She'd written versions of them dozens of times over the years. Careful language designed to convey information without revealing too much about her own thoughts. The art of saying something while saying nothing.
Re: First-Year Student Eli Lawrence
Abilities continue to develop at an accelerated rate. Initial assessment of Zant classification may require revision. Subject demonstrates capacity for deep reading beyond standard parameters, including possible place-sensitivity typically associated with other Sign alignments.
She stopped. Read the sentence back. Too clinical. Too detached from what she'd actually observed.
Eli had read Vane during the handshake. She'd felt the push even from across the room, had recognized the technique because she'd taught variations of it herself. But the depth of penetration, the speed with which he'd cracked walls that should have held—that was beyond anything she'd anticipated.
And then the refusal to declare. The questions about hidden Signs. The way he'd looked up at the ceiling like he could see through stone to the doors nobody was supposed to know about.
She'd trained hundreds of students over the decades. Some brilliant, some dangerous, most somewhere in between. She knew how to identify potential. Knew how to nurture it or contain it depending on what the situation required.
Eli was different.
Subject's psychological profile suggests strong resistance to institutional authority. Declaration Day incident indicates willingness to publicly challenge established narratives. Recommend close monitoring during second year.
The pen moved across the page. The words came easier now, falling into the patterns she'd learned long ago.
Potential classifications: Asset (high value if properly directed). Threat (significant if allowed to develop outside approved channels). Current recommendation: Continued observation. Delay intervention until trajectory becomes clear.
She set down the pen. Looked at what she'd written.
Asset or threat. The only categories that mattered to the people who would read this report. Not student or person or child trying to understand a world that refused to explain itself. Just a variable to be managed.
She thought about the first time she'd met Eli. That coffee shop in Ohio, the careful approach, the moment of connection when he'd finally believed her about what he was. She'd felt something then. Not just professional interest. Something closer to recognition.
He reminded her of someone.
Cross pushed that thought away. Opened another drawer. Pulled out an envelope with no return address, the kind that would find its way to the right hands through channels she pretended not to understand.
She folded the report. Slid it into the envelope. Sealed it.
The interlocking symbol on her desk stamp caught the lamplight. Old. Worn from use. She'd been pressing it onto documents for thirty years, marking them for eyes that existed somewhere beyond the official structures of the magical world.
She pressed it now. Watched the ink dry.
Eli Lawrence was going to be a problem. She'd known it from the beginning, had felt it in the particular frequency of his gift. He asked questions. Pushed boundaries. Refused to accept the comfortable lies that made institutions like Mudwick possible.
The people she reported to didn't like problems. They had ways of solving them that left no room for nuance or second chances.
She could protect him. For a while. Could frame her reports in language that bought time, that emphasized potential over threat, that kept him in the observation category rather than the intervention one.
But protection had limits. Eventually he'd push too far, learn too much, become too dangerous to ignore. And when that happened, she'd have to choose.
The same choice she'd made before, with others like him. The choice that kept her awake some nights, staring at the ceiling, wondering if the compromises had been worth it.
She stood. Walked to the window. The grounds stretched out below her, empty and peaceful. Somewhere out there, beyond the portals and the barriers, Eli was home with his father. Eating bad cooking. Pretending to be normal. Maybe even believing, for a few weeks, that he could be.
She hoped he enjoyed it. The normalcy wouldn't last.
On her desk, the envelope waited. Tomorrow she'd send it through the usual channels. Someone would read her careful words, add them to a file, make notes in margins she'd never see. The machinery would turn, as it always did, processing information and producing outcomes.
Eli Lawrence. Viable candidate. Potential asset or threat. TBD.
She'd bought him a year. Maybe two, if she was careful. Time to grow, to learn, to become something that might actually matter when the moment came.
Cross wasn't naive. She knew how these stories usually ended. The promising ones burned bright and then burned out, consumed by systems bigger than any individual resistance. She'd watched it happen. Had been part of making it happen, sometimes.
But occasionally, rarely, someone slipped through. Someone found the cracks that everyone else missed. Someone changed things.
She didn't know if Eli was that person. The odds were against it. The odds were always against it.
But she'd felt something when she'd read him that first day. A depth that shouldn't have been there. A connection to something older than the modern system, older than the Accord itself.
The Wellspring. The Sign that officially didn't exist.
Cross had her own theories about what Eli was. About why his gift worked differently than anyone else's. About what it might mean if those theories were correct.
She kept those theories out of her reports. Some things were too dangerous to write down, even in careful language.
The clock on her wall showed midnight. Time to go. Time to rest, or try to, and come back tomorrow to an empty school and a summer of preparation.
She turned off the lamp. The office fell into darkness.
On the desk, the sealed envelope waited for morning. One more report in a lifetime of reports. One more student whose fate would be decided by people who'd never meet him.
Cross paused at the door. Looked back at the darkness.
"Good luck, Eli," she said quietly. "You're going to need it."
Then she left, her footsteps echoing in the empty hall, the weight of thirty years of choices following behind her like a shadow that never quite lifted.